after a few years

you're still someone i'd put the kettle on for
i appreciate your playful nature more than ever
and look forward to hearing about your adventures

maybe the geographic distance makes it safer
i don't have to fall for you again
but mostly, i'm just glad to be in touch

It's not love, it's not even an obsession

what i wish it would be, and what i realize we weren't>

“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I know no other way.” Pablo Neruda From here

decisions

closer to the what
it feels like the how is about to unfold

life, i love you.

geographical ambivalence

when i said barcelona next i wasn't really thinking about moving again within 3 weeks
now it's a tangible option.
better aligned work and the sea
vs
boxing up rerooting again from a city i already learned to love

To Gaudi

I found their descriptions too flowery, but I think your work is no less than genius.
I can only imagine how much you fed your art, and how the passion consumed you.
I traced my fingers along the textures of your wood and felt at home.

Thank for reminding me to forget about convention and all the things I have yet to build.

Barcelona next

the honeymoon is over

can i go home now?

...

time moves differently here